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    Things that I'd like to do...

    right this moment - sleep. I am still adjusting my body clock.
     
    this month - file for a 2-day vacation leave. how will i spend it? most probably, at home. have a quality time with myself, my DVDs, my books... enjoy every bite of my every meal (happy meal)... get a hair spa...
     
    next month or so - a roadtrip? calling Lestat and Luibabe (hehehe)
     
    3 months from now - hmmm... i'm not sure what I want to do 3 mos from now.
     
    6 months from now - resign from my current job. go abroad. find another oppportunity. work. work. work. start saving money for my business.
     
    a year from now - visit Disneyland
     
    2 years from now - start a real business. possibly, an internet cafe, or maybe a sports/recreation center... or whatever i feel is a good business by that time.
     
    5 years from now - have my own family.
     
     
    what I'd like to do starting today - do sit-ups

    2006 New Year's Resolution

    I can't remember when was the first time I had a list of New Year Resolutions. What I can remember is that (I think) I have not lived to any of those resolutions.

    These are my resolutions for this year:

    1. Save
    2. Be more patient when dealing with other people
    3. Reachout
    4. Give my best in everything that I do
     
    Please, please! Grant me the strength...
    I am going to write these down in my new Starbucks Planner (thanks to Aldrin) so I can remind myself that I have to save and be a better person, today, and the next 360 days.

    Happy New Year, everyone!

    How Fairies live and die

     

    James Matthew Barrie (Peter, in Peter Pan, act 1)--

               "When the first baby laughed for the first time, the laugh broke into a thousand pieces and they all went skipping about, and that was the beginning of fairies.

              And now when every new baby is born its first laugh becomes a fairy. So there ought to be one fairy for every boy or girl."

     

    James Matthew Barrie (Peter, in Peter Pan, act 1)--

            "Every time a child says, 'I don't believe in fairies,' there is a fairy somewhere that falls down dead."

     

    I got this info from Mau, another fairy in disguise. :)

     

    Have you been so fascinated with something and you almost believe that their real? I guess I am... with fairies... ummm. and Hogwarts? (You find that crazy, don't you? I do too. hehehe)

     

     

     

    Cooking 101

    There's a saying here in the Philippines that a woman is ready to get a husband (and raise a family, eventually) if she knows how to cook.
     
    A few days ago, I have been craving for pasta carbonara. Not able to fight the craving, I decided to use my cooking skills (which i tell you, is very inadequate), and get this hunger over.
     
    I searched the internet for the recipe, and on my way home, shopped for the ingredients. (The dish is Tuna Carbonara, by the way). I slept, then woke up the next day.
     
    Excited with my project, Iturned my radio on and started on preparing the ingredients... chopped the onions... sliced the pepper... opened a can of tuna... etcetera. My concentration intense.
     
    After 30 mins, voila! My very own tuna carbonara. The pasta looked delicious so I dug my fork into saucepan and tasted it.
     
    Is it normal that despite of your craving, you will suddenly lose your appetite if you are the one who cooked your own food? I don't cook so I am not sure of this. But it is what my friends are saying.
     
    I tasted too much cheese, and ate only a portion of what I cooked. Then my sister and her husband ate the rest.
     
    After my kitchen adventure, I think I will just settle for red spaghetti for now.
     
    As for cooking as basis for women, I say, a woman is ready to get married if she can cook, or has lots of money to hire a cook.

    Random Thoughts

    As much as possible, I refrain from posting negative entries here. Just like what I have read on Chris' space before, we all have something to worry about, so I don't want to burden you with mine. Sorry, I just need to pour my thoughts and feelings today. This is a Pensieve, anyway.
     

     
    This morning, while I was reading Lestat's entry about Peter Pan-ing (a very nice entry, BTW), I received a text message from my brother saying that we have to go to Red Cross and get 2 bags of blood for my father. Then, another message from my sister: Daddy needs two bags of blood. Will you donate?
     
    OF COURSE I WILL!
     
    "Shux! how is he? How come we didn't know about it sooner?" 
     
    Yeah, I panicked. But then, they forgot to mention that the blood will only be reserved this coming sunday, in case the doctor says that blood transfusion is needed. Relief!
     
    When I was in college, one of the school fraternity organized a Bloodletting Campaign. I wanted to participate and donate blood, but I got scared. Despite of that, I promised myself that I will get over my fear and do it.
     
    I sincerely wanted to help people this way. I said that I won't get a tattoo because that might poison my blood.
     
    Now I feel weird thinking that my first blood donation will be for my father. Maybe I'm just being emotional. Yeah, I think I am.
     

    Things that I realized about myself today:

    1. I am a paranoid

    2. I am still a crybaby.

    3. I also want to donate my liver when I die.

    4. After reading Peter Pan-ing, I realized that I really need to practice Peter Pan-ing more often.

    5. I don't to work this coming Sunday so I could be with my family.

     

     

    You're My Home... my song to my future husband. hehehe

    I close my eyes

    And I can feel that you're a part of me

    You are my home

    Though I'm afar I'm in your company

    I'm in you I play my song

    And I can hear you're in my melody

    My life, my home

    No matter what with you I'll always be

    You're my home

    And together we share this love for us

    To be happy and free

    You're my home

    And together we'll strive to make this world

    A better place to be

    Come take my hand

    Come fill your heart with all the love you see

    Let every child

    Be what they are, be what they wanna be

    You're my home

    And together we share this love for us

    To be happy and free You're my home

    And together we'll strive to make this world

    A better place to be

    For you and me...

    My 411

    I said that I'd make my own 411 entry. So here goes:

    THREE ONLINE NAMES YOU HAVE USED:

    1. Purple_n_bleu

    2. Butterfaye

    3. ~Faith~

     

    THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:

    1. My wholesome sense of humor

    2. My tendency to ask too many questions, and

    3. not to ask questions, but to listen.

     

    THREE THINGS YOU HATE (can improve) ABOUT YOURSELF:

    1. I tend to be pessimistic

    2. Worrying

    3. My fear of being hurt by love

     

    THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:

    1. Filipino

    2. Filipino

    3. Filipino :)

     

    THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:

    1. Ghosts (and I don't want to prove that they do not exist)

    2. Not to have my own family

    3. Die and no one will miss me

     

    THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:

    1. Breakfast

    2. Deodorant

    3. Running water/wash room

     

    THREE YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:

    1. Jeans

    2. Slippers

    3. Sweater

     

    THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR ARTISTS AT THE MOMENT:

    1. Parokya Ni Edgar

    2. Bamboo

    3. Switchfoot

     

    THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS

    1. Go abroad

    2. Invest in House and Lot

    3. Buy a digital camera

     

    THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (Love is a given):

    1. True sharing of thoughts, actions and dreams

    2. Depth

    3. Loyalty both ways

     

    TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE: (in no order, it’s more fun that way)

    1. I have one brother and one sister

    2. I can make myself shed tears in 10 seconds

    3. I used to have an imaginary friend when I was young. :)

     

    THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU ARE ATTRACTED TO:

    1. Height between 5'6" to 5'10"

    2. Nice bod, not very muscular

    3. Smooth skin

     

    THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:

    1. Walk in public --- naked

    2. Kill an animal.

    3. Touch my right elbow with my right hand.

     

    THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:

    1. Reading

    2. Listening to music

    3. Working out

     

    THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:

    1. Go home

    2. Catch up on blogs

    3. Talk to my friends overseas

     

    TO GO ON VACATION:

    1. London

    2. Rome

    3. Australia

     

    THREE KID'S NAMES:

    1. Natalia Ysabelle

    2. Erika Danielle

    3. Frederick

     

    THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:

    1. Marry someone I love and am loved by

    2. Visit Europe

    3. To have a picture taken in Disneyland

    Question: Would you train your replacement?

    Kinda hard to answer, actually.
     
    If I would be in that position , I think it will depend on why I am being replaced. If I will be replaced because I am promoted to a higher position, well, I'd be glad to train the replacement. But if not, I don't think so. I would train her, ok, but not on everything.
     
    :D

    My bloginality

     This is according to
     

    You are an ISTJ!

    As an ISTJ, you are Intraverted, Sensing, Thinking, and Judging.
    This makes your primary focus on Introverted Sensing with Extraverted Thinking.

    This is defined as a SJ personality, which is part of Carl Jung's Guardian (Security Seeking) type, and more specifically the Inspectors or Duty Fufiller.

    As a weblogger, you may will have a dependable form of posting. You may be more likely to be judgementatal toward others who aren't as dependable. You may get taken advantage of in group situations because you are known as not being able to say no. Because of your respect for facts and information, you may need multiple blogs to keep all of the information sorted in your head.

    my addictions

    chocolates (but not the white ones)

    movies

    songbooks

                      chat

                                                                                        novels

    shopping

     

    ...if only they have no side effect

    All About Me question of the day

    If you had wings, you would fly above:

    If i had wings, i'd fly above Europe, London in particular. I have been dreaming on visiting the country, and a pair of strong wings would be ok. I'd be able to see the places mentioned on the book "Da Vinci Code".

    I just hope that aside from the wings, you'd also give me the VISA.